i have worked sooo freakin hard to forget my ex who was, no is a CEO of his communications company,who leads a pretty nice life, da one i wished i could live in and never ever leave it. well somehow it ddnt go according to my plans, hence he z my ex..point is i was very very hurt at the beginning of da year and it hurt me to the core of me,i dnt think any man can ever hurt me like dat..so i have been trying for the past six months to get over it and to a certain extent it has worked,i looked on the bright side..which is..i dnt knw wat,maybe the fact that im alive,dats bright rite? well ja and only today when i was speaking to his PA who wev become somehow good friends with told me that he has my blazer dat i had forgotten at my ex'z place in December,i had even forgotten about dat too..and now i have a ball in my throat, i wanna cry because all of it its coming back in my mind and wait a minute,he got married last saturday,married!!!
the love or wateva it was he showed me,the promises he made me,telling me he has found the one in me and made me mature in 2 months and made me ready for marriage and fall for him hard despite the fact that he is not the most handsome guy on earth,duznt have the body,hez got a belly but he made me fall madly inlove with him by his respect,love and kindeness or atleast i thought,either way this pain in my heart i dnt know if i could wish him the happiness i wanted for us,someday i will though through God's help,massive help!!!!!
stay happy and blessed my royalties
